TGIT

thank God its Thursday.. one more day to go… we will be having our first trimester Midterm performance report tomorrow so i had to fully prepare the classroom decors and such…

and all the paper works of course ( I almost forgot…)

Just another busy day

it’s been a while… never really had the chance to update myself online with what’s happening here and there…

The grade 9 won the 7th Foundation Week Celebration in our school. Though I haven’t uploaded any photos yet..

physically, I’m tired since it’s almost the end of the month so we had few deadlines to meet…

just hoping I’ll be able to beat that deadline.

symposium and then…

so i was suppose to have a class today but then again they are going to attend a symposium about sexuality and moral obligations so then…

i decided to finish my long cancelled plan of updating my files and keeping them in posh shape…
ciao

Diary of an ordinary girl #2

So I know it’s been a while before I was able to finish tying my shoes again….

I didn’t know how hard it was for a someone like me in my late twenties to experience something so revolting that I wish I didn’t have the stomach in the first place….  —-     So my parent’s are having marital problems (like separating)… yeah big deal!

I have known recently that the word separation isn’t as extraordinary as it sounds 20 years ago but still I was shocked and confused at the same time.   How on earth can they do that to me?  I mean they are old enough (and I hope mature too) to think separation is the answer to their problems.

Yes, a third party was brought up and I had been having hallucinations on this part on how I might be able to kill the girl in different styles once I see her…. but then again that’s just a hallucination.

so they say that if your father reaches 40, it seems that he feels he’s on the top of the world.  but for sanity’s sake… he’s almost over 50 now.  yeah, sorry for all the negativity in this post but I am just bewildered as I was a few weeks ago.

They’ve been married for more than 20 years and this is the end of it… so marriage or no marriage there is still no guarantee that you ” will live happily ever after, for richer or poorer…till death do us part? “

Like why do it in the first place if you are not ready to face those facts, right?  (ugh!) here I go again lamenting on my ordinary life… sorry my mess!

It’s just that I was raised to protect and honor my family like all the nuns in our school said. Choose your vocation wisely and make the most out of it.  (well, so much for the advice.)

anyway, i had a short moment with my dad (actually i think that was about 12 hours) last Aug 26 – 29.  Yes, i do not live with my parents and they are totally far from me (like literally).  So I only see them during Christmas Vacation or if I have an extra money, I manage to go visit my hometown during summer time.

Again, I’m ok with living alone and cause I decide independently.   I think that I will feel the pressure if I was at home will this problem reeking into the corners of our house.  Then I was thinking how my brothers were handling the situation.  Do they want to ran out of the house to feel peace or what?   I don’t know. Though they call me or text me from time to time, we find that common rule not to talk about our parents…. to settle things postively I guess.

So … yes this is a bad sign but i hope they will be able to patch this in time like what they have done with the other problems they have encountered.

i hope we all will see the light behind this dark curtain.